I am trying to find a person, the right person to help me with life and the way I see things. I want to know what the main reason what it is all for …for what everythng is and what will come to be . Does anyone know the answer to these questions or is it just a question or our past. I would like to know the answer as it has been a thought of mine for a really long time !
2 years agoThere seems to be something that is a trend within the society of friends and people . When they do not understand something they are frightened by it . I have come to realize that this is a common thing for many people my age . They do not understand things that are not what they are used too…. Should they judge me? Should they turn away? Should they make me want to change ? Should I change!? But if I enjoy the things that I am doing should I have them tell me what to do?! I know something that I do in my lfe and not the normal thing … They are the oppoisite of what some people would call normal ….. I do not see a problem with things that I do … But I guess I should be thankful to have friends who actually do care …. I don’t know … I guess I am lost , lost in the existance of myself of whatever you can call it
Anyways have a good night everyone and until next time
2 years agoIts me again, things are looking up my friends. I can see that my life is beginning to take form. I have applied myself, made an idea of what exactly needs to be done to ensure that everything works out. It is a great feeling to know and finally understand something so great.
Last night after dinner with Johanna, which I will say was a lot of fun, It really hit me that we were meant to chill again! It was nice to talk to someone for so long and well, basically not want to stop. She is laid paid, nice and pretty cool….I can tell you for sure that she is someone that will make a difference in life. She has that sense of doing well for other people. It is something that you really do not see a lot of these days, so I was glad to see that she is someone that will try and make a difference and not be another face in the crowd.
That is all I have to say right now! but more to come!
2 years agoTonight is dinner with Johanna, we hve a wierd relationship… I see her everywhere! And when I mean everywhere I meant it ! It was actually pretty funny … I guess we all did the same things 2 years ago… But now that has changes a little . I saw her at hot yoga
2 years agoThis weekend has come to an end and it was a great one. I was not really looking forward to this weekend for quite a few reasons….there are certain things in life that I enjoy. As you can probably see from my blog posts so far and I enjoying partying. As when I party it brings out the best in everyone around me. I like when people are having a great time and feel as though they are having a great time. Sometimes this does require some alcohol, or maybe even some drugs, but like I have said in the past is has to be in moderation.
I heard some really bad news this weekend. DJ AM, who is a great house,techno, old school and everythong else past away this weekend. This was, of course his doing. It really pained me to see this happening to him. I know that he went through alot and he has done a lot in his life of 36 years…it just hurts to see someone die. There is pain in everything, but if you need help you should deal with it.
This weekend for me besides that bad news was really nice. I felt that for a weekend I had a girlfriend. I had a friend stay with me this weekend and although I always had a crush on her I never tried anything….it was wierd we just seemed to work. We ended up spending the whole weekend together and hooking up, it really felt great and I do not know what is going to happen next. I am hoping that maybe things will go somewhere…who knows, but if you are reading this…it was great.
2 years agoToday was a great day, everything is starting to come into place. I have decided to begin running again as well. Hot yoga 3x a week and then running for about 30mins 2 times a week. This is a great way to stay in shape no matter what the consequenecs are. It will help in determing my goals for the next 4 months. I want to lose some left over body fat and keep the energy going!
BBQ tonight at Meghann’s place, it should be great because she always cooks the best food. I will let you know how it goes!
2 years agoSo last night ended up being pretty sucessful. It was supposed to be an easy night, a night where I do not go out and drink or do anything for that matter. But instead what I ended up doing was the exact oppoiste. I mean I am really trying not to go out and/or do anything, but it is a little hard when all you want to do is party and party hard. I like to socialize. Last night I was about to go home because of the lame excuse of ” I dont want to spend any money” So a friend and I went to the lottery machine and said we are going to play 20 bucks and see what happens…well we won! 250 bucks. SO the rest of the night was a free night and we took full advantage of it. We partied till 3am and then I finall got home, slept till 12 like an idiot and felt really bad about it!
Going out with some peeps from Seattle and Spain tonight! Hitting up Caf and Blizzarts! lets see how it goes!
2 years agoSo it is Friday night and while I am mostly out on a Friday I am home right now chilling. I am not at my actual house but at my parents house. I am doing this for a few reasons. The main reason being because if I was at home I would have been out about 4 hours ago. I try to keep myself entertained but sometimes I get a little bored. I mean who does not like to go drink, see hot chicks, spend some money and have a good time. I mean I am all about the having a good time trust me. It is something I do best and try to do a lot. It is a part of me and I think it is something that I do great.
Everyone seems to think that I am a little wild in my party ways, but who says I ever gave a shit about what people think. It is better to do what you want to do people and not really worried about what others think and say about you. Honestly it is really not worth it….your time or effort to give a real shit about it. I just think that you should just go with the flow and see what happens from there. I think that is the best policy to be completely honest with you. Do it up while you can.
For tonight though and probably for the next coming months I have a personal mission. My personal mission is to party less and save more in order to become a machine. A machine that will make me capbable of doing everything and anything
In 4 months time I plan on leaving Montreal! In pursuit of true happiness! here I come bitches!!!!!!
2 years agoNDG Yoga which is my new favorite place to go. It’s a 90 mins yoga practice that makes you feel amazing as soon as you step out of the class. It is although a little tiresome, but it keeps you going and relaxes you as your day unfolds! Come to a class with me or check it out .
